This is where I will share my thoughts on titles that leave a strong enough impression for me to write about!
A majority of these titles are eroge and may contain extreme content. I try to approach these subjects with tact, but I'm aware that my wording and phrasing can be quite clunky or unusual. Of course, many of the images in these games are explicit. I will try to refrain from using those images unless I have no other options for graphics, or it's being talked about in the text. You should treat this page (as well as the rest of WinMem) as NSFW by default even if not all of the entries have explicit imagry.
As for the content of the titles, I do not have any sort of content warning system set up at the moment. My apologies. I plan on making one in the future! If you have sensitivities regarding sexual content and matter, I wouldn't reccomend reading my logs for now.
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Mojika
Developer: Nitroplus Released on . PLayable on Windows.
So. I was given a copy of this game on release of the English translation. (Which was 2025 March 3rd.)
I hadn't planned on playing this game. Mojika Feels like Nitroplus is trying to make a Clockup game. They succeeded…! In fact, they imitated a Clockup game so well that it pissed me off SO BAD with only a single route in the game that I made an entry on it despite having many completed titles I wanted to write about before it. I had it in my mind from day 0 when the translation was first announced to be in the works that this was written by some incel as a power fantasy where he can abuse the girls that bullied him in highschool. I will put the Steam description here.
“Tanezaki Suteru is exceptionally unattractive; comparing him to an ugly duckling would insult ducks everywhere. Bullied and harassed, he has become an introvert. Yet, Tanezaki possesses a unique ability, “Wordsight”: by looking at someone's face within 120 centimeters, he can see their thoughts as words around their head. This gift reveals abusive thoughts, dark secrets and white lies, leading him to often avoid eye contact to escape the harsh thoughts of others.
His life takes a turn when his crush cruelly pranks him by feigning a confession of love, reinforcing his perception as an object of ridicule. This event drives Tanezaki to use his power against the five girls who tormented him. Each route in the story reveals the twisted personalities of these bullies, masked by their outward charm and deceit.
What revenge can one boy wreck with the power to peer into your mind, to see through your lies and drag your ugly truths to light?”
You can already tell this game has a Tone to it. It's being framed as a revenge story, some kind of justice, you get to hurt the people who hurt you!!! But in no way should the main character be praised for his actions or even LIKED for his actions. He’s a loser! Miyu, the girl that “confesses” to him as a prank, was forced to do so as she is ALSO GETTING BULLIED and he KNOWS THIS he SAYS IT HE LITERALLY SAYS IT IN THE START OF THE GAME THAT HE KNOWS SHE'S BEING FORCED TO DO THIS and yet. And yet and yet and yet. He gets so mad at her for lying, for confessing false feelings to him, for getting his hopes up, that he snaps, and assaults her within the first 5 minutes of the game. His personality shatters and he starts to think of her as a bitch, a whore, someone who should be below him and serve at his feet…? Obviously, Miyu is upset. And he gets madder? What the fuck is your issue. This starts us onto Miyu’s route, where I think it gets much worse. I will explain the choice system in this game for a second though.
Because Suteru is staring at the ground all the time, and the game is in his perspective, a large majority of the visuals in the game is staring at the ground and shoes. Most notably his filthy crusty torn apart shoes. The choice flags in this game is looking up at the person in front of you. Miyu’s route is the easiest to get and perhaps the intended first route, as all you have to do is look up every single option you get to do so. i say perhaps because there is zero enforced route order so you COULD get the true end first try if you somehow meet the requirements. The routes in this game are crazy complex and people had to make an entire flowchart explaining how it works and it is a big, big chart. The gimmick of looking up seems nice at first, but I get tired of staring at his feet. I get tired of staring at the ground. Especially when the dialogue and thoughts the main character has is so. so. cringey. "heh. I was just a pebble on the side of the road.... But the thing about rocks.... when they hit back.... it hurts." Can you actually kill y
So, continuing on Miyu's route, he assaults her in a fit of rage AGAIN because she was forced to take him into her house and he like. Makes her his slave...???? And she folds instantly...???!?!! Not just her saying oh yeah you're my master or whatever like he fully bends her thoughts in this second encounter. Anyway, the next day, they find out that their encounter was recorded, and the tape was spread all around the school because Miyu's tablet was hacked. They end up scheming to take revenge on all of the bullies, mainly Kiku. So they set up an incredibly elaborate plan and end up becoming the top students where they are the ones who control who gets bullied. Because she's now at the top, Miyu decided to take revenge on Suteru. This entire time she was just using him (although he knew this because of wordsight) and so she meets him behind the school one more time and rapes him back as like revenge but he's enjoying it and he's really oh so happy that she's happy I guess. He's pretending to be upset to make her happy and then he FUCKING DIIIEEESSSS???!@?!@!>@!@LAMGLAMDFAAAOOOOOO WHHAAAT WHAT what the fuck. I CANT MAKETHIS UP I ACTUALLY cannot make this up he dies for no reason like. I guess it killed him somehow for no reason literally no reason I HATE HATE HAATE the trope where the main character suddenly dies for no fucking reason in the bad or not true endings because it's such a lazy way of writing you wrote the rest of this bullshit the least you can do is give it a proper conclusion. If he should die in the end, why not just make Miyu kill him as her revenge???
Mojika is a type of game I don't like. The main character is a horrible person. But the game wants you to root for him SOMEHOW, and so they kind of avoid fully committing to his ideologies. He flips back and forth between being a poor pitiful boy who's being abused by all of these girls, to a horrifically misogynistic sexual predator who views women as objects and believes they should be nothing but slaves. I am NOT saying that I want a PC that is a predator, we have enough of those. But if you want to make a story like this, and pretend like this isn't the fantasy of a 40 year old man, you need to be able to have convincing characters with actual motives and feelings. With a title like this, half-assing your commentary where you can't decide if you want to write a "good guy" or a "bad guy" makes a horrible reading experience. What's more, is that the game presents itself. one. line. at. a. time.
I am insane. I have to read novels EXACTLY the way they are presented. I cannot censor the game, I cannot skip over scenes, I cannot skip over dialog, and I sit and listen to the voice acting. Even I could not give enough of a shit to slow down my reading for the line deliveries because the one line of dialogue per page enourages you to be clicking constantly. The story isn't good enough to justify sitting around. I could force myself to sit though the horrifically unattractive scenes of Euphoria where it's ten minutes of incoherent babbling and moaning. I could force myself to sit though the horrifically boring scenes of STARLESS, and watch Marisa piss into the main characters mouth for the fifth day in a row. I sit patiently through all of these novels, listening to the work of the voice actors, because it feels wrong to dismiss their contributions to the experience of the story.
I can not and probably will not give enough of a shit to stick around with this novel for longer than I have to. I haven't opened up the game again and it's bothering me really bad. I do not drop novels, and I always 100% EVERYTHING that I read. But the urge.... to never. ever. ever. read this novel again is extremely tempting. Sadly, my mind is tormenting me the longer I drag my feet on continuing the game. So I suppose this entry will get updated whenever I actually get around to finishing this title.
Copious amounts of complaining for an extremely short route (and that's leaving out SEVERAL other issues I have) aside, I will say that the artwork Hamashima Shigeo has presented looks very beautiful. It's a real shame that I can't ever see the characters or their faces unless it's a pornographic scene. I'd love to show off the artwork, but I don't really feel like showing the main characters weirdly drawn penis today. Since it's the original English release, the mosaics were taken away, so you see the uncensored images. That being said... I wonder if I should try to go and patch in the mosaics... Sometimes games just look better that way. I've never done that before, though...
UPDATE: January 25th, 2026
It's been a while since I've talked about this title huh? I actually still haven't completed the title in full as playing it feels like I'm pulling teeth. I'm now at the end of the title and I can very confidently say that this title doesn't get any better. I think it's such a shame that the girls are so flat, as they're quite cute. They all kind of exist to be like. Characters for the main character to get mad at lol. You would really that the characters in this title would be complex or something to make up for the very... Questionable premise of the game lol...
I recall Gumi's route making me quite upset. They ditch the whole revenge story halfway in and it warps into him like... "Saving" her by making her indulge in her fantasies of exposing herself in public? It just felt like they wanted to make these kinds of scenes and had no real excuse to do it so they completely bent the narritive. It also bothers me that they seem to forget that the main character is so... The way that he is. Lol. By the way, he dies at all of the endings that aren't the true route. You can imagine that leading to some pretty scenarios as he will seriously just get killed by the most random things and you really just have to sit there and be like oh okay I guess he's getting shot up now while doing drugs with a girl after corrupting himself into thinking he's actually her ex boyfriend. This does actually happen.
Night Shift Nurses
Developer: Mink Released on December 12th, 1999. I will be showing the remake, made in 2024. Playable on Windows.
Night Shift Nurses was a title I played years and years ago, as my mother owned the original release of the game. I was extremely young, and I remember it scaring me quite a bit LOL. I say this because when I saw that there was a remake upcoming, I was kind of excited?! My favorite artist of all time, Ueda Metawo was doing the artwork! The girls looked sooo cute! I thought that since I already played it as a child, that perhaps it would be a nostalgic title to me.
Well. It wasn't very nostalgic, and I was reminded again that I don't really like corruption sims. Night Shift Nurses is a corruption simulator (as you could have guessed.) You play as a perverted misogynistic gynecologist who takes advantage of the women around him and preforms cruel "experiments" on them. You are invited to a hospital by his former victim, who places him into the system and gives him 4 nurses as targets for him to corrupt and turn into prostitutes for a special "night ward."
You are given a limited amount of time to do this as it's a management game. It's around 4 weeks I believe? Either way, you progress by picking where to hang around. You must collect information to blackmail each girl, and lure them into the trap. The main character is pure scum... As you conduct these cruel and humiliating sexual experiments on the girls, they have corruption meters that will go up depending on what you choose to do during the H-scenes. You can get higher percentages by learning what each girl is weak to, and exploiting that weakness. The issue comes with managing all of them at the same time, as if you neglect a girl for too long, they will drastically drop their meter. Like. over 20%. You can only leave them alone for two days at a time.
Metawo's artwork is wonderful! The girls look SO cute! ......... I just feel bad for them, that's all... I guess I'm kinda used to reading this kind of thing since i've been reading these titles all my life, but there's barely any story, so you're kinda just sitting around watching these scenes over and over and over (as you have to repeat tests to raise their meter a certian amount before gathering more leverage on them.) There were scenes that had beautiful artwork, and there were scenes that appeal to me, but I feel like there's just something off with them...? ALSO the animated cgs are so freaking scary I actually yelped when they started moving for the first time?????? I had no idea they were going to do that I was so shocked like actually seriously such a jumpscare.
The UI is very clunky. It was a pain to gather all of the endings and CGs. Quite a bit of the content in the game also felt like it was just for shock value. I mean I'm not too sure what I expected, but I don't really like it as it feels a bit lazy. There's no gore in this game, but there are many threats of violence that would be extremely graphic if acted upon. There's one scene in particular that comes to mind where a girl is hung upside down on a bathroom stall, and is threatened with having a scalpel dropped inside of her vagina (that's being held open with a tool.) Scary!
There was an extra girl in this remake. She's a patient that the doctor takes a liking to... I actually juggled all of the girls, thinking that there must be some ending where you get all of them, but there isn't. and I wasted all of this effort on doing it. the window is SO strict. It was so hard. I was so pissed off.... Whatever. The big plottwist is that the woman lured the PC here as a trap, as at the end of the four weeks the doctor decides he wants to have her too, and she stabs him. Chasing him through the halls, he ends up falling off of the roof. He is saved by whoever was corrupted as they like. fell in love with him or whatever there's also an ending with all four of the nurses and the original woman is there too cause she also got turned over whatever I don't really care. The girls are cute the artwork is cute some of the scenarios are creative although I'm not a fan of how they're written AT ALL. Whatever. It wasn't a total waste of my time but I wouldn't reccomend this title if it's at full price and I can't imagine myself replaying this title just for fun... I have opened it several times since beating it to grab CGs for people though, so there's that!
This is an extra little bit here like an entire year after I originally wrote this. My opinion on this title has been softening over time? Perhaps because the writing isn't as clear in my mind, I feel like I look back on the girls quite fondly and would like to have tapestries and such of them. Sadly, it seems like a lot of the merch for this title is really expensive. Probably because they're cute huh lol.
Great Deceiver(NSFW)
Developer: Empress Released on June 28th, 2019. Playable on Windows.
No. I have no idea why I read this title either. There's something wrong with me! GREAT DECEIVER is another Sei Shoujo title. While I do appreciate the mature look of the characters he draws, it's... More of the same. Lol. As one would guess.
It probably won't be too shocking to hear that I think this title is Boring!!! It's boring!!! It's so boring!!! In a title that is only 2 hours long. HOW do you manage to take a concept of femdom and take it into the most boring direction ever (IMO.) over and over and over and over again?? Marie (the red haired woman on the cover) makes a return from STARLESS. She is an extremely rich woman who owns a company that controls a lot of things. She lures in unknowing men to... traffic them..? She forces them to satisfy her sexual desires for a while, but always ends up locking them up in order to sell them to other rich people. She reveals that the period spent with her is more like a "training" period? Man I don't even know it's just boring. I also don't really find much or any enjoyment in her trafficking the main character haha.
There's very outlandish things that happen in these novels, like Marie having one of the chalices from the last supper..? With Jesus..? And hooking the main character up to this masturbation machine that was developed by NASA?????? So that he can fill the chalice up with cum for her to drink for her skincare routine. It'd make me have a higher opinion of the game for the absurdity of it all but the actual overall tone and I guess point of the game feels very lame to me. I always feel silly when I'm critisizing nukige like this because I can't help but feel like it's already stupid that I read such novels but to also say that "this porn novel doesn't have enough storytelling or the story is boring!"" or that the pacing and writing of the erotica itself is done poorly is so incredibly difficult to explain without sounding like. Insane?
They even kinda reuse scenarios that happened in STARLESS? idk. I feel like that's the case with all of Sei Shoujo's works. A lot of the characters look similar, the setup is similar, the story is similar, the personalities are similar, the everything is similar. When I've already read a title from him and it was mind numbingly boring, to read essentially the SAME story condensed into 2 hours is. I just don't want to read it. All I could think about while I was reading this was why. why.. why... Why am I reading this right now. This isn't fun. This is just boring. I enjoy creativity and interesting stories, characters, scenarios, ideas.. It's not really a matter of if I am into something, as I read novels like these to see the creativity of others.
Of course, the artwork is fine. I do wish there was a little more diversity in the bodies, but it's not a big deal. You can see the coloring improvement from STARLESS to GREAT DECEIVER too!!! The anatomy is still a bit fucked at times, but it's nice as always to see characters that look like adults. I think the reason why this title was so unbearable for me despite the shorter runtime is because I didn't have a character like Mitarai that I wanted to see survive. You're just having sex with Marie for the entire novel, and then the endings you have sex with a different person. I will say that I like Marina! She's quite cute. But she only shows up at the very end when you decide what ending to get.
Despite my nonstop complaints about this title and the overall Sei Shoujo collection I still plan on reading SLEEPLESS and Nocturne. I feel like I'm going crazy. I shouldn't want to read these. But I still find myself adding them to my collection. Do I want these novels to be better? Am I hoping that their half-baked story can develop into something interesting? I feel a bit lost. I wonder if I'm just running out of titles that interest me and I'm just reading slop until I can find an interesting title hahaha. I suppose I liked STARLESS a little, but this title was just so nothing to me... Maybe I'll like something like Bible Black more????
Geminism(NSFW)
Developer: CRAFTWORK Released on Novembr 24th, 2023. Playable on Windows.
I read this title in about a day as I wanted to finally read something new. Both in the meaning of a recent title, and a novel I haven't read before and am just revisiting. This title was nothing special to me, but it is a well put together novel with an emphasis on aesthetics. There isn't many sprites, instead opting for cutin images of expressions and faces. It's a bit of a more modern take on something like Sayooshi's system, which is unsuprising given that this is the same company. There's no option to darken the window for text though, so it could get pretty hard to read! Especially at the very end. There WAS however an option to remove blood?
It's incredibly hard to talk about this title at all without spoiling everything. I didn't think that most of the big reveals were hard conclusions to come to, but that's not a bad thing! It does however make things a little hard to explain without totally giving it away though haha. It's not a long title, so if you have interest in this novel you should just pick it up!
I will be talking about spoilers below.
Kikyo and Shinku are twins who must fight to gain parts of their body back. They are fighting over the same body, for something called the "joint happiness." They have fragmented memories, and very different perspectives. It is revealed at the end of the first route that they were conjoined twins, and the reason for their broken memories is that only one of them could be awake at any point in time. This leads to very drastic differing views of their life beforehand as they could never communicate. To be blunt as I don't have too much to say about this novel, the two men that are siding with each girl are also conjoined twins that are playing the same game, but they've been doing it for far, far, longer. Hundreds of years. The reason why the girls got dragged into it was merely because the boys got bored of fighting one another personally and started using proxy fights. Kikyo wins, but both of them end up dying and becoming one person...? I think? The ending came very fast and the pacing kind of went off the rails into an overstimulating jumble of words and images and it's not entirely explained what happens to the girls..? So I'm assuming.
It's ok... It's not boring, but it also wasn't the most interesting... I've been fretting over a number score on a scale of 1-10... And I'm landing somewhere like a 7? I don't want to give it a 6, because that feels quite cruel for a novel that was clearly competently put together and thought out. It was easy to guess that all of the characters were twins, because the boys argue over who is the younger brother, and the girls argue over who is the older sister. That only leaves 2 other characters, the mother, and the uncle to the girls. It's revealed that the uncle was actually the younger twin of the mother, and assaulted her, and so that's how Shinku and Kikyo were born (and, therefore the explanation for why they are conjoined.) there's a HINT of an underlying message about ableism but I don't think it's not really suuuuper the focus...? It's kind of a weird title. I do really like the girls though! I really wish there was more of them just being able to hang out I think it would have helped a bit with forming an attachment to the characters. Even if it were an extra scenario just like how you get an extra scenario of the boys. The theme song is incredibly good! I think that's probably all I have to say for now on this title. I think I would have loved this title more if it was just a few hours longer. It's only 12 hours long...
Euphoria(NSFW)
Developer: Clockup Released on May 19th, 2011. Playable on Windows.
I will be rather blunt here and say that Euphoria was a disappointing title to me. I feel like some of the plotpoints (such as the big main twist) and the pacing of the novel made long stretches of the game feel like a slog. I WANT to love this game. I really, really want to give it a very high rating. I like the girls! I liked the general concept! (more on that later.) But I vividly remember finishing the true end and going "... That was the ending? R. Really...?"
You play as Takatou Keisuke, a boy who has just woken up in a white facility along with 6 girls. They are all told that they are in a "game" and cannot escape unless they play along. Males assigned the role of UNLOCKER will use the keys inside the boxes on females assigned the role of KEYHOLES. UNLOCKERS must use the key provided following the unlocking conditions. there are 5 doors, and 5 rounds. the class rep refuses to participate and is executed in front of everyone. It's at this point where it's revealed that Keisuke has a rather twisted sadistic streak and fantasizes about violating the women around him. The way that the game is set up allows him to act out on these desires while also having the cover of being a victim of the situation like everyone else. Nemu, a mysterious classmate of his, finds out this information and threatens to tell this secret of his to his childhood friend Kanae if he doesn't listen to her "requests." This is how the first half of the routes operate. You get onto a route by picking a girl 5 times. (There are also 2 bonus rounds which makes 7 scenes in total.) The more you pick a girl, the more intense and extreme the unlocking conditions become. To me, and to a lot of people, this seems like an interesting setup to explore the morality of darker fetishes that hurt others, and exploring if having these desires and enjoying the situation you're put in makes you a bad person. I really wanted them to dig deeply into his mind, and I was sorely dissapointed.
I have some issues with Euphoria. Namely the story and it's reliance on the plot-twist to excuse weird narritive choices, the awkward writing of the pornographic scenes, and the choice to throw away interesting concepts leading to half-baked ideas and an extremely unsatisfying ending in my opinion. I will also be talking about things I did enjoy! But these issues have been on my mind ever since revisiting this title and I really want to talk about it. I will also say that this review may need to be updated in the future, as I am currently watching my friend read the game! Perhaps my opinion will change with a fresher memory...
The story, without getting too much into spoilers just yet, feels like it was just filler for the big plot-twist they had planned for the end. Once you are done with the first part of a route, the interesting aspects of the game start to dwindle off, and you're usually left with some strange twist for every girl that makes you think you are building up to something that somehow connects all of these directions together. Technically, to complete the game, you only need to do Nemu, and then Kanae's route which unlocks upon Nemu's completion. The other three girls don't have very meaningful endings in the grand scheme of the story, which I thought was very sad! I enjoy stories where getting the perspective of another character helps flesh out the world around them and understand the plot better. (think of something like AXANAEL!) but the plot-twist kind of threw everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, out of the window.
Everything below this point will have major spoilers for the story of Euphoria. If you plan on playing the game, or are in the process of reading it, please take this as your cue to stop reading this review!
What made the plot-twist fall flat for me? Euphoria is very infamous for being an eroge with "depraved and horrible sexual scenes" but having a wonderfully crafted story if you can stomach the content. I enjoy reading novels with extreme content, and seek them out, in my own fascination of sexuality. A character that struggles with his fetishes and has a setup that forces him to act on them sounds like something that I would love! But it isn't actually the main focus of the novel. Not truly, anyways. Most of the non-main routes have the girls falling in love with Keisuke despite being violated multiple times, and Keisuke is written in a way that's more like an "evil side" vs his "good side." He does struggle with having the desire to hurt and violate the girls around him, but also not wanting them to die in the game. He does care about them, and yet wants to hurt them at the same time. That doesn't get explored very much or even really at all though... His opinions seem to flip flop quite a bit. He enjoys hurting these girls in the first half of the game, but then suddenly switches around to hating it until they need another H-Scene it feels like. None of this really matters in the end though. The big plot twist of the novel is that None of it was real. it was all a simulation. All of it. ALL. Of it. If you haven't read this novel, please understand that this is revealed like. Maybe an hour or a couple of hours before it's over. That is the reason why none of the other girls routes (Natsuki, Rika, Rinne) matter at all. You could get the entire story without even dedicating time to see their routes at all! That is something that is so deeply frustrating to me. Not only was the reveal underwhelming, but it made it all the more apparent how empty a lot of the girls felt. Reduced to little more than plot devices or in poor Rika's case, completely and utterly irrelevant.
So, the roles of Nemu and Kanae are almost reversed in the TRUE world. Nemu is actually a soft, gentle girl who Keisuke met in an underground tunnel when they were children. Nemu is being raised by a lab to prepare her to be the next "Sleeping Beauty" which consists of subjecting girls to horrible things in order to make them dream beautiful dreams forever creating an "Euphoria." They do this in order to feed off of these dreams, hooking the Sleeping Beauty up to a bunch of old rich men afraid to die. They will then sleep forever until science finds a way to prevent death. In contrast, Kanae is actually not a childhood friend, and actually despises Keisuke and Nemu. She is cold, sadistic and cunning. I honestly don't even really know what to say about it... I feel like I just wasn't given enough time to process it, and I had already been frustrated with how the game was after you escape the facility in the simulation. It just felt like they had the idea of a crazy simulation plot, and so wrote a ton of stuff in order to reach the twist, if that makes sense? It also makes it harder to criticize the plot, because you could technically say every inconsistancy or the strange flip flopping and tossing out of ideas and themes is just "foreshadowing" that it's a simulation. I feel lke that's a bit of a copout though... I dunno... I just feel like the end was so strange that I don't really understand the claims that euphoria has some kind of masterful storytelling. I'm not the biggest fan of simulation plots but I feel like many many other titles have pulled it off better. I'm also quite sad that Nemu was actually so soft, because I thought her personality in the simulation was incredibly interesting and fun! I don't get why people hated her so much lol. Yes she was mean but it was funny HAHAHA
I didn't want to only talk about my frustration with this novel, as I understand that I have very strong opinions. I don't mean to come off as harsh, and even though I just said I hated a lot of this title, I do enjoy this game in other ways!!! For example, the voice acting was done really well! All of the girls did such a good job, and they sound incredibly cute! I also ADORE Hamashima Shigeo's work on this title. The artwork and the character design is incredibly well done! I think that the personalities of the characters (In the simulation portion) are well varied, and makes for many interaction opportunities that I wish were more present in the game. I can also enjoy the general idea of the novel. Taking a protagonist who has a harmful fetish and using it to question the morality and character is a really interesting concept. Even I think this was executed poorly and tossed to the side, I can still appreciate the idea and I think it was quite interesting when it was a thing in the story.
I'm sure there's a lot more I can say on this title. I have a lot of thoughts on this title. Even though I said I didn't like most of the second half there were sections that captured my interest and made me want more. I don't think euphoria is a BAD title! I think it was a little too ambitious and hurt itself in the progress, but I can still appreciate it for what it is, and it's far from the worst story I've ever read. I still like the characters, and I've drawn Nemu a few times now! I hope that watching my friend can refresh me on this title, and allow me to change my opinion and maybe like the story a little more... This has been a very tangled messy collection of thoughts that I feel I don't have the energy to properly word. I hope it's still interesting to read regardless. Thank you for your time!
STARLESS(NSFW)
Developer: Empress Released on May 11th, 2011. Playable on Windows.
STARLESS is sometimes called the "King of Eroge" or may also be known from the infamous content that's held inside. I however, actually didn't know about this title at all, and stumbled across a screenshot of the game. A girl hanging from a chandelier, being electrocuted, whip marks adorning her body, and needles sticking into her skin. (clicking on that will show you the image.) I was instantly curious. The image was so over the top that it wrapped around to be amusing. I thought this novel would be full of funny over the top sexual content.
I honestly didn't expect the writing of the title to be very good, I expected a nukige that had little to no story, and was just moving from one pornographic scene to the next which is fine! I can enjoy novels like that. I expected lots of insane scenarios... I got my first real warning when I found out that there was an "unofficial official" content restoration patch. The day I got my hands on the game, I had been made aware of the fact that the game's most famous ending, where a penis gets cut off via a PENIS GUILLOTINE(LOL) was removed from the English release of the game. I NEEDED that patch. the idea of a penis guillotine sounded so funny to me that I would have done anything to see it. after digging around for a bit, I found a patch and while reading found out that the penis guillotine wasn't the only cut content from the game and there was also other stuff... I thought it was so strange for JAST to not include the content in the game. They originally promised to give the full game, to suddenly removing things for seemingly no reason. I think this title is a bit of a strange title to remove extreme content from considering that's... Kind of the whole selling point with this game lol. If you make it more tame, doesn't that kind of defeat the point of the game? Besides, I'm the type of person that needs to see games in their original forms, or else I feel like I haven't really understood or experienced the title in the way that I was supposed to and feel extremely unsatisfied. I did find the patch on a forum thankfully.
The game starts off like a standard nukige. The PC named Yukito is job hunting for the summer and stumbles upon a hiring ad from the Mamiya family, who owns a mansion in the mountain. They offer a crazy sum of money, and while vague the ad just seems like a cleaning maid type of job. Accepting the offer and headed to the mansion, he quickly finds out that there's a more perverse nature to his job. They force him to have intercourse, measuring and testing him to make sure that he's good enough for their standards.... This H-Scene takes MORE THAN AN HOUR to get through. I am not a slow reader. This was an extremely long scene, and I vividly remember shutting it off in the middle of it to go to bed. There's about a 5 minute break from that scene, and then we instantly jump into another long H-Scene. I don't remember how long, but I do remember feeling fatigued already. While I do tend to get kinda bored with overly long H-Scenes, the scenes in STARLESS oftentimes felt like I was slogging through repetitive text, not only were the same scenarios repeated over and over, but the actual scenarios for the most part felt boring and generic. The game revolves around Femdom of course, as Yukito is tugged around by the manipulative mistresses. Marie, the redheaded head of the family, Marika, the green haired eldest daughter of the family who is desperate to find a lover, and Marisa, the blonde youngest daughter who is cold and constantly degrades those below her. The other common scenarios are large amounts of semen, large amounts of semen being consumed, and then scatology. The game tries very hard to shock the reader, and uses scenarios like these often. As I got further into the game, more intense scenarios get sprinkled in as the mistresses grow more cruel with their demands.
Even when I got to some of the crazier scenes that I had sought the game out for, I just couldn't get too interested. It felt like I was dragging my feet wasting my time and energy chasing after the game that couldn't decide if it wanted to be a deep story or not. The story is very simple, almost non-existant. But every once in a while, or in some endings, they try to make hints that there is some deep lore or meaning behind all of this.... Which just isn't the case!!! How am I supposed to take your story seriously when the only time I get to hear about these darker tones of the Mamiya's true nature is during the H-Scene in an ending. The Mamiya family has an underground human farm that is NEVER brought up until a single ending! They state that they breed them constantly, trying to create a child with perfect genes, and they're also known to sell off the children and even other butlers and maids that try to escape. But this isn't touched on at all until you reach an ending, and even then it isn't really talked about too much other than it's what the characters are currently going through! What little hints towards something more the game leaves feels so flat because nothing ever truly gets explored or touched on for more than just a shock value ending.
The worst thing a game like this can be is boring. and STARLESS was incredibly boring. The English translation is of poor quality as well, constantly mixing up characters names when they're very clearly and plainly saying a different girls name. I WILL say that I ADORE Mitarai. She's so incredibly cute, and I do also love how mature all of the characters look. It's always so refreshing to see women that don't look like they're in middle school. I do plan on reading the other entries in this series, perhaps because I am a fool who doesn't know how to stop, but I really hope that the sequels are better written, be it that they're nukige with no story, or realizing the story that they wanted to tell with STARLESS.
GORE SCREAMING SHOW(NSFW)
Developer: Black CYC Released on January 20th, 2006. Playable on Windows.
"I hate everything and everyone," the girl sneers. Hatred, despair, envy, bloodlust, pessimism, compassion, persistance and anxiety-- Burdened with all manner of negative emotion, she mutters to herself.... "I want to be happy."
Kyouji returns to his hometown of Kurehito city after his parents go to America for work. He moves in with his mother's cousin, Yamiko, and starts attending the highschool where he is confronted by three girls that he knows from his past. Kazuyagi Akane, Namiki Aoi, and Misono Kiika.
But on his way to school, he hears the voice of a little girl named Yuka, who welcomes him home and asks him to not forget her name. Whenever Yuka is around, there's a monster that follows her everywhere... His name is GORE SCREAMING SHOW. When the two of them start to bring the town to madness and hunt down the girls, Kyouji must take action to protect his peaceful days, and the city.
GORE SCREAMING SHOW is one of my favorite Visual Novels EVER. Sure, there's flaws, and it's age can show in some aespects, but this story has so much soul poured into it, It's impossible for me to critisize it too hard. GORE SCREAMING SHOW is by no means a lighthearted story, but the message and everpresent desire to hold out hope and compassion is something that resonated very deeply within me. The characters have struggles and motives that were too realistic, and made me feel deeply uncomfortable. I can relate to all of the heroines, even Yuka. I don't understand how people could hate her so deeply even after the true ending... I do feel the need to say that if you're looking to get into this game because you want to see a spectecular amount of gore, or expect this story to be scary though, you are looking at the incorrect title. Yes, there is gore, and the long descriptive scenes with the imagry can be very intense, but this is NOT the focus of the novel, and there ARE filtering options that are available if you find yourself unable to deal with the scenes. The text gets less descriptive, and the images get this admittedly SUPER scary blackout that's... Kind of more scary than the gore LMAO
My favorite girls in this title were Kiika (Blonde hair) and Yuka (Purple hair) as I really enjoyed them both the most through the entire story. GORE is a very fun character so he's also a favorite... (lol) I will be talking about Kiika and Yuka in depth in this review, but since those contain major spoilers I will first list off some credits for the people who have yet to read this story and would like to not be spoiled~!
The artwork is done by the legendary Ueda Metawo. He did a LOT of other jobs for this title as well. The OP and ED for this novel are made by the amazing band Denkare, whom I love and adore very much (Please listen to their music.) Of course, Black CYC has their own website... and of course, both Kusaka Matsuri and Ban'ya (Twitter) worked on this title~!
Under this I will begin talking about spoilers and my intepretation of the themes.
Time Never Stops Moving...
Misono Kiika, my favorite main girl!
All of the characters in GSS are chained to their past aside from the main character Kyouji, who actively chooses to leave the past in the past, moving forward with his life and seemingly supressing many memories of his that deals with the heroines. In the routes of the girls, Kyouji helps them learn to grow their trauma, unchaining them from the shackes of the past. I want to talk about Misono Kiika specifically here, as this was my favorite route of the three girls.
Misono Kiika is a girl raised by a strict and abusive mother. She accidently discovers her sexuality earlier in her life when playing on an iron bar in the playground and it hitting an erogenous zone. Her mother shaming and berating her in that moment made Kiika feel ashamed of herself and filthy despite being too young to understand why she was being punished. This memory haunts her. She refuses to play on the iron bars even as a highschooler now, and feels ashamed of herself and her hypersexuality... Believing that it makes her unlovable, that it makes her a disgusting person. With the help of Kyouji she learns to accept and love herself for who she is, and Kyouji an show her that he loves her and respects her despite her hypersexuality, and it's not something she should be ashamed or self-hating over. Many people have expressed this before, but I want to echo that sentiment that I really adore how this is one of the only times I've seen a message like this be shown in a "horror" title. It's very important to me, and I wish I had the time to talk about Akane and Aoi here, as I think their messages are also quite touching. Perhaps in the future... But for now, I will talk about my top favorite character, Yuka.
Can you break the cycle?
Yuka, the main antagonist.
Yuka is an extremely interesting character to me. She appears like a young girl and has the kind of immaturity of a child and yet she's NOT a child. She is the result of her childhood trauma shaping her, unable to grow from her past and marinating in the murky feelings that now define her. She has big feelings that she doesn't know how to properly communicate nor properly deal with, resorting to extreme violence and manipulation of the people that have harmed her while also vying for Kyouji's affection and attention, lashing out at anyone who tries to get close to him.
When Yuka was a child, she was bullied and abused, one day getting tricked and trapped inside a well by her sister and friends. While she was in that well, she experienced her very first period, petrified and all alone. She lived in that same fear and hatred, those ugly feelings keeping her trapped as a child forever, unable to bear with the trauma and find a way to grow, she stagnated and bore those spiteful emotions until she started to take it out on others, making a deal with the demon that she controlls through her plushie, GORE SCREAMING SHOW. But it's important I think to mention that she doesn't want to be alone. She clings to Kyouji, as he was the first person to extend kindness to her at a festival when he was a child. She obsessed over him, craving a connection but lacking the emotional maturity to go about it the proper way after so long. She's terrified of being forgotten by him, throwing a tantrum when other people try to steal his attention away from her.
In the true ending of GSS, she starts to mature and learn to grow past her trauma and fear with the help of Kyouji setting down boundaries and not letting her do as she pleases. She starts to become less clingy, more rational, and in the final scene, we can see her, clearly looking older than normal, symbolizing that she may be starting to grow past that fear and hatred that she's been stuck in for so long, growing the courage to move forward.
GORE SCREAMING SHOW is a story about hope, growing into adulthood, and learning to cope with your trauma. It's an incredibly heartfelt story that understands what it wants to do, and executes it well in my opinion. I know some people may consider it to be slow in the start, so if you're feeling unsure on to continue this title or not, I would urge you to stick around a little longer. Thank you so much for reading this "review" of mine, as I hold this title very close to my heart. My love for this title is extremely personal.
SaDistic BlooD(NSFW)
Developer: Black CYC Released on December 20th, 2019. Playable on Windows.
SaDistic BlooD (which will be typed normally after this) was a title that I was not only excited for, but very heavily recommended to me before I picked it up. It was kind of shown off like a yuri novel…? I don’t recall if it was marketed as one, but the people who played it would make it sound like THE guro yuri title. Because of that, people begged me to play this game. LOL. It really did seem like the perfect title for Masumi, Ban’ya and Metawo working together on a Black CYC title..?! I think my expectations got a little warped.
I also don’t think this game should really be considered the definitive eroguro yuri title. Especially since this game isn’t really focused on the girls' relationship at all. A shockingly large amount of the scenes in this game is the girls being attacked by men. I’m sure you can imagine that being rather shocking to someone who expected lesbian scenes.
Now, I realize that I can come across as a bit... Harsh? When talking about titles. I don't hate this title. I think the girls are VERY cute, and of course, I ADORE the artwork! The CGs are very beautiful. I would shower this page with them but... Pretty much every CG is just H-CGs. Which does make sense considering the extrmee time crunch the both of them were under while making this title. Because of that, I find it hard to say this title is bad. It's just really short. There's not a lot of time for the girls to properly flesh out their relationship, which is a shame!!! They're incredibly cute together! I would like to see more of them! I wouldn't mind if we got another title with them like they did with EXTRAVAGANZA to properly flesh the story out a bit more.
I wish I had more to say about this title... I want to talk about it, but I'm never really sure what to say because there's just so... Little. There's only a couple H-scenes, but a majority of them are split into 3 variations? Though to me it seemed more like they wrote a full scene and then made two shorter versions of it lol. They are extremely graphic, so if you're sensitive to gore at all, I would strongly reccomend that you skip this title. In my own personal opinion, This is just an aside but the vivisection scene warps into something so over the top that it wraps around to being stupid and funny in a way. It's even funnier in the original censored version, as there are three singular pixel mosaics. Sorry I don't have much to say about this title...
Escalation Kyouai no Fugue (NSFW)
Developer: Rolling Star Released on August 31st 2007.
I recently picked this game up, along with it's sister game Yuukuri Panic Escalation (that one wouldn't boot up though...) as I was curious by the cover of the novel! As you'll come to see, I quite like to pick up any novel that looks interesting, or seems like it will explore sexuality or aspects of it. I'll save that rant for later though. This game takes place in a Catholic school for girls where our PC Rie has just moved into. She picks one of the two love interests to become her roommate. This game takes NO time to set up anything lol they drop crazy plotpoints and feelings like it's nothing with no warning which does make sense given it's short playtime but holy moly I was not expecting them to make love and declare eachother as lovers on their first night of being together! The story was kind of poorly written, but I feel as though again it's probably the fault of the less than one hour playtime per route. That's not to say it wasn't a fun read though! I think the girls are very cute, the artwork is very cute in general, and I think there's something charming about the clunky nature of the story. Though I will say I was completely shocked at the (SPOILERS) double incest plottwist of the true ending I couldn't stop laughing in bewilderment they just. dropped that there and ran with it in the last 5 minutes of the route I was completely gobsmacked. Other than that though I would say it was fun enough to read, but not worth the price!
