I love Paracelsus so much, I want to do so many fun things with him~! Even though it seems like it might just be pure torture to others sometimes, it's with love! I hold no malice in my heart for him.

There's freak shit in here. I'm serious. It'd be nice you could ignore some of the... unsavory items. I'm normal. The bolded statements are general guides to what I'm talking about, so you can skim until there's an interesting topic.

I want him to have a horrible stomachache!!!!!!!!!!! I think about it very often. I'm sorry Paracelsus, you're too cute when you're in discomfort. I want to stick my fingers into his mouth, if he's in his original form then I want to stick my hand and even my arm into his mouth. I don't think he can vomit while he's like this, so it'd be nice to make him feel vaguely unwell. I really want to suck on the stitches covering his mouth... I hope he snaps them and I have to reapply the sitches... I'll keep the old ones of course.
Speaking of feeling unwell, I have a phobia of vomit, but I'm trying to get over it, and two of my dearest friends are trying to convince me it's erotic... I want Paracelsus to choke down food and gag and sputter while he's eating it... If you've played Euphoria, I want him to struggle to eat like Rikachan... Imagining him burping as he tries to not vomit everywhere is such a crazy cute image in my mind I keep holding myself back from drawing him in that scene ugh ughhh... I don't really think I want to make it covered in semen though... That's not the point. I've never cooked, so I feel like if I were to cook something for him, it'd be totally inedible. I want to feed him! I'm not saying that I'd poison him, or that I want to, but... I'm sure that I'd still excitedly present it to him, and watch him struggle to eat it. His torture isn't over with just getting it down, I'm sure it won't sit right in him at all... I'll spare you the details.

Hahh... I really want Paracelsus to start shrinking. I think small things are crazy cute. It makes me feel so overwhelmed that I feel sick!!! I want him to start getting smaller, and smaller, and smaller, and smaller!!!!! It's best when size transformation is very gradual, it's just so crazy cute... Ughhh!!!! I want to observe him already, when he gets so small I can't control myself and squeeze him, it'd be better to place him on a table or something so I can stare really really hard at him. using some kind of tool to see him better is good... It feels like a medical examination... ugh...ahh... I want to examine him so bad... Anyway, if he could fit in my hands, I think I'd lick him!!! If he were in his normal form, I might try to suck on him like an iron fish. I need it, so it's okay!!! I feel like I'd also fiddle around with him while he gets smaller and smaller. I'm sorry... I can't help it. It's just so cute. on a semi related note, wouldn't it be cute if he were to turn into something like a key? I think I'd try to unlock a ton of locks with him. I also would like him to get large, but only in the scenario where he's inside something and gets stuck in an incredibly awkward position. Ahh, I suppose I'm also fond of him getting big in other scenarios, but I can be a little picky with it. It's best if he's in bondage when he gets big though. eheheh... My emotions are constantly overflowing and unstable when it comes to Paracelsus, so I want to grow really big while sitting on his lap! I want to cuddle him so much, I'm sure that I'll totally smother him in my affection! I'm quite fond of a situation where I can't control my feelings, and get stuck in a room with him. It'll be really awkward, I think I'll want to kill myeslf, but to end up in an embarassing position with him is appealing... (shame) I think I wouldn't be able to stop apologizing and wanting to die. Excuse me.
Right. Getting big. I'm an extremely excitable person, and It's very hard for me to conceal or stuff down my reactions. I'm told that I make extremely funny expressions, and that I am amusing to be around because of how I act... That kind of feels like teasing though doesn't it? Anyway, because of this, I want to freak out over Paracelsus. I want to really totally be so infatuated with him that I manage to grow to extreme heights!!! Ah. He'd look so small from my perspective. Like a doll, I'd want to hold him so bad!!! Everything would seem even smaller, and even though I'm terrified of having people noticing me, or looking at me, I'm sure that I'd be so excited just looking around that it'd be fun~! Isn't it cute to grow so big that you feel like you're sitting down in someone's carefully crafted miniature collection? Ahh... I want to see the world from such a perspective!!!

My friends tell me I'm a total gore freak. I'M NOOOTTTT!!! okay. don't let them fool you. I was set up!!! It's not my fault!!! Or, it's not true at all!!!! It's just that... I really want to cut his tummy open. I want to do it slowly, and practically on top of him while doing so. I want to peel it back and admire his organs.. ugh.. It's not because it's violent, it's not a violence thing, but rather the purest form of intimacy and vulnerability. Don't worry, he's totally ok. It's not torture, it's extremely sensual!!! I keep having dreams about it, so that means that it's meant to be, right? It's not my fault... I can't control my dreams... I can't control my heart!!! I'm normal. I'm really normal. I don't want to do weird things to him. ah. ahhh. I want to sit on his tummy and drive needles into his skin. Ugh,... ugghhaahgh.... I want to put pins all over his face until he looks like the cute cute cute Hellpriest!!!! It'd also be fun to pierce him, he'd squirm lots, and even though there's tears, he does really like having them because they look cool.
Dissecting him... I want to bolt him down on a table, the image that comes to mind is the scene in SaDistic BlooD where her stomach is cut open and needles get stuck in her, and even scalding hot tea gets spilled on her insides. That's too cruel for Paracelsus of course, but the inital image of her exposed on the table is something I want to see Paracelsus like. It'll hurt, but it's not in the same way that it'd hurt if it was done out of malice. Am I making sense? It's about intimacy! It's so incredibly erotic in a way that I feel like I can't properly describe without sounding like my parents gushing over a splatter film. Oh, it's all their fault!!! They're such crazy gore freaks, and freaks in general, so I was afflicted with an evil curse!!! It's not the same though!!! I promise... I only want to put him into some of the Saw traps... And I don't want him to die... (by the way my top picks for the first three movies for him is the beartrap, ABA as Amanda and she has to slice his tummy open for the key, the razor box from 2 where if you're stupid your arms get sliced, and the hook trap from 3, but I will relocate the hooks on his achilles tendon and jaw, because those won't be any good, and he can't rip those out without getting seriously hurt.) To force him into being vulnerable after years of repressing himself... It's really beautiful. I also just want to see him squirm and pant as blood is splattered all over his face... haahhahahahahuuhgghahh.... Normal. Normal.. Normal...

I can't lie... I'm fond of almost any kind of function he could do. Eheheh... ahh... urgh..... I'm kind of a total pervert, and so I could find something appealing in almost anything he does. The only thing I can think of that I wouldn't care for the most would be scat, but I do want to give him an enema. I think it's really hot to see him in discomfort, and something about causing his discomfort with cold milk is... Ugh. I need to be euthanized. Until then, I'd like to see everything he has to offer!!! I'm kind of evil, and I like a lot of disgusting things. It's so gap moe isn't it! I want to see him sneeze, and have a leaky nose. Feverish is the best, and I want to nurse him and totally take care of his every need. I would never slip mushrooms into his food to keep him weak... Hah.. It's okay, he's so pathetic, I'm sure he enjoys being fussed over this much. Wouldn't it be cute to tickle him and he starts to hiccup? I think his sounds like that are quite squeaky, I want to gush over it and embarass him. It goes on, I've already mentioned stomachaches, I want to knead into his tummy to elicit reactions from him. Eheheh... There's two ways that can go, and I'm extremely fond of it either way. I also keep mumbling about Paracelsus peeing on himself. j.just.. a little.... Especially if he's in bondage. Stupid stupid key!!! You make me look like a freak! It's because I'm always getting encouraged!! I'm not going to sit here listing off every bodily function, so this is fine enough. The answer to whatever you can think of is probably a yes. (hahah.hah....ha....)

I mentioned it before, but I want to turn him into objects! I won't ramble on about this for long. This is the kind of thing that changes very drastically depending on who and what's being talked about. Using him like a key seems so fun! I just want to know how he'd react.. There are some items that are way more appealing than others. I love love love the water~! I love swimming, if I could, I'd be in the water all of the time! Pooltoys are really cute, aren't they? That kind of texture is fun to hold. He would make incredibly cute sounds too. (delusion) I also wish I could turn him into a stressball, I get such intense cuteness agression with him I just want to squeeze and squeeze and squeeze him!!!! He enjoys getting humiliated and treated like an object, doesn't he? (what a pervert!!!) I can't believe he's like this... I want to treat him delicately and gently like a prized doll as well. Dressing him up would be fun too! I want to forcefem him. Lingerie or a dress, and a cage to match! I'm entertained at him just existing, he doesn't need to move at all. I wish I could chain him to a wall, so he can just look pretty for me... I want to praise him for just existing!!!

I LOVE BONDAGE!!!!! He needs to be bound. It's scary when he's free, at the very minimum he needs a collar and leash. I love love love legbinders, I love making him unable to walk. Isn't it nostalgic? It's just like when he was an axe!! I love giving him a straightjacket, they're so cute... It's healthy for him. He gets sick if he's not tied up... So, everyone has to tie him up!!! I want him to squirm, like a cute little caterpillar~! Uncomfortable setups are too good, I'd love to put him into awkward positions. It's sooo charming!!! He doesn't need to have free range anyways. Isn't it fun to imagine him being pulled over your lap? (I want to spank him...) Posture collars would be useful on him. I like to constantly change what he's in, because it keeps things interesting! I do have favorites, but it's a secret! I love latex, but using a variety of materials is fun too, it's a tactile exhibition! Presentation is important. It's not good enough to just throw him in something, you need to place care into the composition!!!!

This is the stopping point for now. There's a lot of other things, especially specific scenarios, or elaborating or other favorites... But I do want to actually push this update out after being inactive for so long oops. This page will get updated I'm sure. I can't stop muttering about whatever new scenario was fed to me to all of my mutuals, so I'm sure it'll leak to here eventually.